It’s Hard to be Good

It’s Hard to be Good

Some of life’s biggest lessons can be taught by our children. I was having a conversation with my daughter about proper behavior, and she replied, “But it’s really hard to be good.” I stressed that it’s still important to try our best, to be…

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The Stuff that Dreams are Made of

The Stuff that Dreams are Made of

What are dreams exactly made of? Imagination, real life apprehension, subconscious mind, spiritual domain? I can’t get last night’s dream out of my head. It was bazaar and strange, at the same time, very peaceful.  Fantasy world; the sun shining brightly onto a…

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What does it really Matter?

What does it really Matter?

Sleeping is good. Dreams are interesting. The ocean, sunsets and sky are the setting of most recent nocturnal visions. Peaceful and complicated stories.  A life that awaits, briefly interrupted by someone or something. Not a great hindrance, but present enough to slightly change the dream’s…

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Eighteen Years

Eighteen Years

Tuesday, December 3, 1996 in the evening hour, darkness swallowed me whole…unexplainable emotions. I don’t remember much, except tears, and a long drive home. I was with my brother and I asked him, “what do we do now?” He didn’t answer. I…

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Fear vs. Sadness

Fear vs. Sadness

Fear and sadness might be a different animal but they do come from the same family. Fear breeds sadness; sadness breeds fear. This fear is not of terror, anxiety or paranoia; it’s a feeling of having no command of your life’s outcome, and simultaneously knowing…

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A while ago…

A while ago…

The stories I share are all true experiences, and even my fiction has some truth in it. I’ve come to understand myself better by examining the past, not to dwell on it, but just to examine it. It’s a learning tool,…

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Remedy

Remedy

I wish there was a remedy, a healing power, or a magic pill that could put me to sleep, so I can live this ordinary life in this ordinary world, without a hindrance of worry. I wish there was a guide book with steps to induce amnesia.…

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Messages

Messages

I receive these important messages from the most unusual sources. They come very sporadically, but their timing is significant. Today, it happend on two occasions… It must have been a special day. The first one came after the website’s shutdown. Even though…

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At Least…

At Least…

Tonight, like every night, as the house becomes quiet, I go outside and sit alone for a while. As the moon shines and the thousands of crickets sing, I become still. The crickets are amazing little critters. Each one has a…

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Not an option

Not an option

It’s a gorgeous Friday morning. The air is crisp and clean. The sunrays pierce through the tall trees. It’s going to be a great day. I press play, and take it nice and easy on the road. As I listen…

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Contradiction

Contradiction

Am I a walking contradiction? I finish writing an entry; I’m lighter and satisfied, like I’ve set the thought free, like it’s my last one for a long time. I don’t have anything more to say and all subjects are covered. So,…

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Solid Ground

Solid Ground

Life is good. I have eight days until this so called “Jesus year” will come to an end. It’s been a transforming twelve months. Physically, I haven’t never been healthier and more fit. Mentally, I have reached a more peaceful state,…

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