When you are a deeply feeling person, and your pregnancy hormones are buzzing uncontrollably; you get an interesting mixture of unbalance mood, thoughts and emotions. My all time favorite book is “The Giving Tree.” It’s a beautiful story, which I wanted to…
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Friends ask me, how am I doing. I’m reluctant to answer. It’s been so tremendously difficult. I’m devastated. I’m broken and sad. They say I’m strong, and God gives us nothing we can’t handle. Really? Because I’m done. I don’t need…
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Where is the Sun? The Stars?…. The Light? Any light? Yours Truly, – Night
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This year will bring great new changes… My baby will be born. My family will grow and my only child’s life will be as different as ours. A healthy baby is all I wish for. Another change is my father’s health…
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A permanent shadow of sadness is larking behind. And I know it will never be the same. We walk and we talk… A smile emerges, but it is of happiness? The house is different. The family is changed forever. A quiet hole sucking it all out.…
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I’m a blank mind. Can’t think straight. I want to be happy. I want to enjoy this special time… My daughter is so excited about the baby and I want to be excited with her… But I’m overwhelmed. I’m devastated. …
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I chose to stay home today. It was a good decision. I slept. I dreamt. I ate, slept and dreamt some more. I traveled with music. To places… Emotion-land. The views were spectacular. Yours Truly, – For my Health
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She must have some special link. From the time she was very young…. Seeing my mother in the middle of the night in her room… Wishing upon every falling star and birthday candle for a baby brother or sister… Knowing one is already growing……
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It took some time. To find a way. A long way home. There is a lovely quote. It changed the way I define life. – “The two most important days in your life are the day you were born and the day you…
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